Today is 6 months since you were born. It has been six months since I held you in my arms. I miss you every day. Today was a bittersweet day. I am sad that you have been gone for 6 months, but today marked the day that we were allowed to start trying to have your little brother or sister. It was such a beautiful sunny day, I felt at peace all day. I visited you, and brought you a car for your 6 month birthday. I read you a story and blew bubbles. And you played with the bubbles and sent me kisses. Thank you so much for that, baby. It brought me so much comfort.
I got a phone call when I got home that I have to have a test done before I can have a baby again. So we have to wait until March 16th to find out if everything is okay with Mommy. I am a little sad that we have to wait, and I am praying that everything is okay. Please be with me and bring me comfort.
There are so many people who are thinking of you today. I hope you feel the love that is being sent to you. Daddy and I are not together today, so please be with both of us until we are together again. It is hard to miss you and miss Daddy at the same time.
I hope that I am a mommy that you can be proud of. Everything I do in my life is for you. I want you to look down and be proud to say "That's my Mommy!" You have made me a better person. Thank you so much for coming into my life. I love you so much, and I miss you all the time. Even though I haven't held you in my arms for 6 months, I hold you in my heart every second. I love you, baby boy.